Cringe Alert! But also...growth.
I was looking for sketches of my custom-made wedding dress for my twin. Not my actual twin, but more like a sister to me than anything. She's definitely family. She is trying to get her dress altered for her son’s upcoming wedding and I had referred her to my dress designer. Searching through my old emails, I tried to search by using “wedding dress”, “sketch”, “connie tao” as keywords and a really old entry I had written popped up on my search results. I had created a “dump” email account when my ex and I had broken up. When I say the way I cringed at my own words – I cannot even begin to describe it to you. How can someone give themselves 2 nd hand embarrassment?! HOLY. So here is that entry below. I’m actually embarrassed to share it lol, but at the same time, my life now has changed so much since. This is an entry about growth & change. January 12, 2008. (About 3 months before we officially broke up and I think a week or weeks before I found out about the other person.) ...